Yesterday, for the Dove and Blackbird daily message, I pulled “I Am Pause.” And despite the fact that between readings and lessons I worked almost nonstop for 11+ hours, the message stayed with me.
Today, as it happens, weather caused me to call a snow day for my day job, and with beads still in transit for my outstanding orders, today was exactly the pause that I needed.
After putting so much into the creation and launch, and being in the transition of “What comes next,”I find myself in a rare moment of peace, of reflection… of pause. My life feels like it’s on hold. New life changes that are all but guaranteed are coming down the pipeline, but have not yet arrived. Lessons are chugging along, but with no performance until June, there is a decidedly chill feel to each of them. The business is launched and I am working, but it’s not so overwhelming that I feel frazzled. My own personal readings tell me that everything is about to change. I feel it. It’s been starting. It’s on its way along with the inevitable break in the weather.
But for now… I’m paused. Waiting and wondering where things are headed. Anticipating the changes in our lives that are on their way. Proud of what I’ve accomplished and eager to see its success.
So just for today, I am content with waiting. I am content with watching the snow fall from my window, much like my furbaby, Meeko Buttercreme, is in this photograph I snapped earlier today. Tomorrow will be another busy work day. Friday I have a big reading coming up as I complete my testing to be a certified Tarot reader. Saturday brings theatre rehearsal and likely a trip to my favorite crystal shop. Sunday, a day of quality time with my hubby - a rarity these days. So today, I breathe. I rest. I reflect. I let the changes that are manifesting bring their future. I let my internal cogs recalibrate to this new life we’re in the midst of creating.
Today, I’m perfectly happy… to pause.